tomorrow our @kickstarter campaign launches and my heart is about to explode with equal parts excitement and anxiety. maybe i’ll read @bethanyjbauman’s beautiful words to help center myself❤️ last but not least is my favorite new bud Bethany
Dreaming. I think that im naturally prone to be a dreamer. And a wisher and to think about possibility and use my imagination. But, because of a series of unfortunate events, or traumas I guess, In life, it’s been something that slowly dissapeared from my periphery of awareness. And so recently, in the last couple of weeks, I’ve found myself dreaming about the future. And it’s something that I haven’t felt in such a long time, and it’s also something that I didn’t realize was missing until it came back.
What I dream about, it’s not just one thing, it’s absolutely everything. Dreaming about starting a really innovative business. That just kind of was a lightning strike that came to me. Dreaming about what my body is capable of doing. I just climbed Mt. St Helens a couple of weekends ago and the fact that I’m even alive and moving is already such a huge thing, and being reminded that like, things that cause daily pain, they’re small. Even though I can still feel them, they’re not as debilitating as they have been, because the dreams are overpowering them. Which is like, really awesome. *cries a little here but cutely*
People I never imagined even knew my name or knew anything about me, like the spectrum from those people all the way to my closest friends, have been coming into my life just when I need them and when I least expect it, and show me that love isn’t all the way gone. Ever. And in fact it’s like exponentially growing even, and especially when it feels dormant.
Spearfish, South Dakota
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